Been rubbish at updating as always... So many things have happened since the last entry. Not possible to put down everything that has hapened the last 4 months but just a breakdown to those who are interested lol.

I'm happily attached !! :) It's been 4 lovely months and things are really good. It aint perfect financially cuz both of us are not working. His choice but mine is by default haha. He takes care of me and provides for me. He's not rich but he goes out of his way to make me happy. He's a simple man and all we need is each other. We've been thru a lot together and it makes our relationship stronger...

Dear Frens... I am in love :) And i'm really happy...

I know hes ugly but hes my ugly! lol

We just moved in together and it's been a long ass ride. Sometimes i feel like i'm already married. Looking back, marriage now scares me! lol

Moved out of the old apartment which i was stayin with Rock. Had some problems with him hence the decision to move out with Omar. Breaks my heart that things had to come to this, but i guess both of us could have handled it better. I could have been more open and honest with him and Rock coould have been less childish and petty about the whole situation. The main thing was that, since i met Omar i have been spending less time with Rock and Omar was stayin over a lot to a point where it felt like he lived with us. And being Rock, he felt like I was takin advantage of his kindness cuz after all, he did invite me to stay with him. I was a charity case, u can say. LOL. I feel very grateful and indebted to him but at the same time, I met someone I can see myself being with for a very long time. It was hard to choose! Since then, we havent been the same. His petty side came out when he started talking to others about me. And i felt it just wasnt fair. I know very well how he is feeling but like i said, he could have been less childish about it.

Other than that, been honing up my culinary skills. Nothin fancy but I'm proud of it nonetheless. I perfected a fierce chocolate cake with nutella frosting and kickass Thai chicken red curry. OMg, I cant wait to be back in Singapore and feeding u guys LOL.

Speaking of Singapore, hoping that everyone there is all well. I know i been missing out on a lot of things. I miss my family so bad. Daddy's been worried bout me and I heard he's getting skinnier and losing his appetite. Breaks my heart.... I just hope by the end of this year, I get to pack up and see u guys. On the other hand, I need to figure out wat to do with this new found relationship. We're gonna be devastated if i leave and possibly not come back to Bahrain. I hope God will show me the way. I'm so confused rite now.

Sometimes i wish things could be a lot simpler. Or if i could be a lot luckier.

Love u guys