I cant believe i let it get to me again.
I dun understand why u have such a hold on me... I'm not like this with anyone else. No matter what i do, u're there.. and ure not even here!
I thought maybe it'll be a lil bit easier but i found out the hard way last nite.
My heart skipped a beat when i heard ure name.
And then it sank when i started realising the situation.
The rest of the nite was a blur to me. I was physically there and aware of surroundings... but my mind was pretty chaotic...
The alcohol made it a lil bit easier for me to hide my feelings.
I need to get a grip before i lose myself.
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